SO i have been gone awhile.
Had this amazing internship in taiwan at my aunt's landscape design firm where I did mostly illustration and graphic design.I am so gracious i was given such a chance.
I learned a lot..made some great friends, ate great food,found out what was like to HAVE relatives(like having an aunt to talk to..or a cousin to hang out with).

SO i decided...i haven't been chasing what i am SUPPOSE to be doing.

Illustration.

Parents always want "this and that"....so i avoided what i really wanted to do for years...only to have it roars it's ugly head in taiwan.I realized i can draw really fast,on minutes notice,and i can do it FOREVER...it's like breathing for me.(compare to something you get bored with quickly)

The firm is actually impressed by this and used me as a illustration machine( sometimes i get only half a day to produce one( though is also depends on the complexity they want).

So..
shouldn't i be in illustration?

I don't think i am that perfect technical level yet( i am a perfectionist though). I was in SUNY fine arts program in college...but they don't really train you to be able to render EVERYTHING..like they do in a illustration program.(people,building,landscape,perspective etc).They are more about concept...( or bullshiting).Plus they have always put down illustration at my school.

I don't know how do i start?

Do i go back to school?
Do i become apprentice or something?
Should i make it out on my own?
Maybe I should talk to those in the field?

SO all i know now....is i need a job first...to pay for supplies/table fees/commuting.


But down the line i know "where" i want to go.....just don't know "how" to get there.


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And on a side note..i really need to put up new finished pieces here..instead of 10 minutes sketch experiments. I am almost embarrassed by my devy..some work are 5 years old.They shouldn't be on here. When i sort myself out, i want to put work here that really represents that potential i have...and the work i really want to do.

SO peace out guys. Let me known your thoughts.







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Museum of Cartoon and Comics Art festival

June 6 -7
11am - 6 pm
at the 69th Regiment Armory at Lexington Avenue and 25th Street in New York City.

If you are looking at the exhibitor's list....

I am under ALLISON BRAUN!

She is the one who owns the table.It should say that I am sharing a table with her(Maria Calderone to those who don't know already).

My sister is running the table for me.( though it really doesn't matter since she is the spitting image of me..no seriously XD)Just look for the cute half asian all dressed up...XD

SO comeeee!!!!

SUPPORT US..and our Evil craft!



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OMFG IT"S F***KIN DONE.

My new shiny art site!
CHECK IT OUT!!!

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yaayyyyy!!

Now note..this is my first website.Design wise...I still think it needs work.But i did this in less than week...and had to get this fucker up before i leave for taiwan this tuesday.Right now it has only my fine art work.But i will upload the later illustrative work.
( Things could work faster..and for some reason its doesn't register i made the border yellow.)

So Yeah..its better than nothing XD !

Any critique or advice it welcomed!!( thought i won't be able to change it til july)



..yeah on to the other million tings i have to do before this tuesday ..XD!






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I realllly reallly need to clean up my Devy.Due to much work..i have kinda abandoned Deviantart( i put up random sketches bullshit XD).Plus i am making a site for my art.

So yeah..forgive the sight of this thing. I will update it soon...putting the crap art where it belong....god know how old they are.

So yeah..i'm back...sort of.








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Oekaki!Cuz drawing is FUn FUn FUN!
Pimping boards that are awesome..Woot

Tales Of( tales series fans)
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Millenium world ( For yugioh fans..its a new board so it neeeds love.. go there)
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iMAGEnei(my random oekaki board...haha shameless me.)
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Art SOciety of Kingston
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my work is on the site!!!!Yayyy
And i actually sold the print too.


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Go check it out.

first sold artwork..evah.


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7 effing million dollars guys......7million.
this is a crime..

please read. this affects everyone who is related to the arts.

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DOn't be the apathetic one.
We don't need those kind of ppl







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New oekaki board thingy..huuuraayyy

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The new board has this chibi paint thing which is like ghetto photoshop..IT'Z AWESOME!


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I think i wanna revamp this thing. Deleted or scrap most of it.Tooo much crap in here. I'll keep the printmaking stuff...

Maybe i should just have one site for originals and one for fan arty shit.
I need some site to put on my "business card" that i won't be terribly embarrassed by.

So if a bunch of stuff gets deleted here...within the next two months..yeah....me doing cleaning.

My brain is so dead right now.I need some sugar...




By the way should i dye part of my hair?what color?
I really wanna do something with it right now.
Where Lauren when i need her?XO!
i wanna shave it all off....blahhhhh






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if you haven't already heard if it or want a more concise understanding of it..press deh link.

i say we burn the ppl who created this bill...whose with me????
burn them with hot butter popcorn in their eyessss.






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wow...next update is kinda ...late.
Anyway..won't be on as often do to extensive art work making. Though if i do how time i'll sneak a deviation here and there.

anywayy....
my septic flesh Cd is amazing...i heart this band.
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Long absence due to

-Adobe After effect class
-adorable cousins from Taiwan came over( squeeeee)
-acupunture for injuries
-life


so yeah..i'm back..i actully have time to draw thing again.Prepare for much flooding of Final fantasy 6, Tales of the AByss,Ghost in a shell, unicorns, and velociraptors.XD!!or whatevah i feel.





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MYAH!

I haven't been doing much here since i have been busily finishing up my costume.

But yeah...Those of you in the New Jersey and New York area..

See ya at ANIME NEXT

If ya looking for me..i am the Terra (or Tina) from Final fantasy 6...in Amano style.^_^

Any other of you guys going? I wanna know if there are other FF6 people going.








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I just realized my page reached past 7000 pageviews. I didn't even put new stuff since early May..@___@.

Anyway been busy..learning After Effects..cleaning....doing things..here and there....just very busy..but i have lots of new work from the past printmmaking class to put up.

List of things to do:
terra costume for AnimeNext
get better at After effects
cleaning basment
catch up on RP
More FF6 art
more art in general
make money somehow
buy more beads


anyway thanks for the views and favs and watches....i will put more work up very shortly.