SO i have been gone awhile.
Had this amazing internship in taiwan at my aunt's landscape design firm where I did mostly illustration and graphic design.I am so gracious i was given such a chance.
I learned a lot..made some great friends, ate great food,found out what was like to HAVE relatives(like having an aunt to talk to..or a cousin to hang out with).

SO i decided...i haven't been chasing what i am SUPPOSE to be doing.

Illustration.

Parents always want "this and that"....so i avoided what i really wanted to do for years...only to have it roars it's ugly head in taiwan.I realized i can draw really fast,on minutes notice,and i can do it FOREVER...it's like breathing for me.(compare to something you get bored with quickly)

The firm is actually impressed by this and used me as a illustration machine( sometimes i get only half a day to produce one( though is also depends on the complexity they want).

So..
shouldn't i be in illustration?

I don't think i am that perfect technical level yet( i am a perfectionist though). I was in SUNY fine arts program in college...but they don't really train you to be able to render EVERYTHING..like they do in a illustration program.(people,building,landscape,perspective etc).They are more about concept...( or bullshiting).Plus they have always put down illustration at my school.

I don't know how do i start?

Do i go back to school?
Do i become apprentice or something?
Should i make it out on my own?
Maybe I should talk to those in the field?

SO all i know now....is i need a job first...to pay for supplies/table fees/commuting.


But down the line i know "where" i want to go.....just don't know "how" to get there.


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And on a side note..i really need to put up new finished pieces here..instead of 10 minutes sketch experiments. I am almost embarrassed by my devy..some work are 5 years old.They shouldn't be on here. When i sort myself out, i want to put work here that really represents that potential i have...and the work i really want to do.

SO peace out guys. Let me known your thoughts.







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